Strawberry Banna Torte...or Heaven?

Oh my god...I just finnished eating this strawberry banana torte thing from Tim's (Horton) and it was absolutly fabulous. Better than sex I'd imagine (I have to imagine, being the only 22 year old virgin left...it's all good though). Anyway as I was eating it I thought of that Friend's episode...its a thanksgiving episode and Monica lets Rachel make the torte...she gets the recipe mixed up because the pages are stuck together and ends up with like cake, then strawberries, then pudding, then cake, the potatoes, then peas and carrots, then ground beef or something. Ross eats it and says "it tastes like feet" and Joey starts gobbling it down and when everyone is like "How can you eat that?" Joey's response is "Why? Cake...good...pudding...good...potatoes...good...meat...good...what's not to love?" I'm howling just thinking about it because in a bizare way that is how I approach my cooking.

So I had this really incredible dream last night. OOhhh.. IN-CREDIBLE...does that mean I have to assume it is not credible...yikes. Anyway, it was about this guy, we'll call him Alex (name changed to protect the innocent). I used to work with this guy and he is really amazing. We used to flirt lots and lots but every time I would finally work up the courage to ask him out he would start dating someone. So anyway, in this dream, we were going on a date- to a concert and I was staying at his family's house and even in his room. But then I told him how I felt about him and he was like, why did you do that? If you hadn't told me then we could have shared a bed tonight. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH.......... Now I am confused. My dreams always have meanings, I know they do. The only meaning I can come up with for this one is that I am too forward with guys and it is scaring them off. But...but...but...(insert frustrated stuttering here)...but my policy has usually been that I only live once and so if I like a guy and he's not taken, then I should ask him out. I mean worst case senario, he'll say no and that's not that big of a deal because you can't lose something you never had right? As far as I'm concerned the only way you can lose something you never had is if you are unwilling to go out there and GET IT. Let me know what you people think...am I right? am I wrong? How so? Or maybe you have a different interpolation of my dream. I do know that we were still friends after, and juding by how safe and comforted I felt like in the morning he hugged me and held me. Oh bother...maybe this dream just means I should call him up and ask him to go for coffee...that I want to do that but am just afraid of rejection? Help me people...let me know... and soon because this is hindering my paper writing!