Crazy day...crazy nights...

Okay, so I've been in a totally weird mood today. Good weird. Have you ever thought about the word doilie? It's a weird word. Say it with me...DOILIE... Okay, sorry. I'm not certain why I'm apologizing but sorry just the same. Today started off pretty basic, class, then class, then I watched my friend's kid...then grocery shopping, then cooked supper for my friend, then grocery shopping with my room-mate...nothing special, but in a weird mood just the same. Last night was weird too. I went to check my mail over at the Patterson Centre at like 6pm, got sidetracked by this guy who is a friend of a guy I dated briefly...we talked for like 4 1/2 hours. Nothing special, just stuff. I got a little more info on my the thing with the one guy didn't work out...I was like, I don't want to chase a guy, I'm sick of being that girl. And he was like, well ______ needs to be chased. Fine. We'll just be friends. Life goes on. I'm probably going out dancing tomorrow. I would really like to find some random guy to make out with - kind of for an ego boost you know? But, lets be realistic...it probably won't happen. It should be fun to dance anyway. Next week I am planning a big monopoly game. I am super pumped but I have got to come up with some ground rules I think. Seem's to me that Monopoly is one of those games where everyone has different rules...I don't need any fights breaking up over a game. Why is it that guys get so worked up over games? I mean, I suppose there are girls out there who are the same way, but I just don't get it. IT IS JUST A GAME. For example, last week HE came over to discuss THE NIGHT with the ruse of a cribbage game. Dude got actually made at me when I supposedly cut the deck wrong...like really are you kidding me? Then he trys to like justify it by saying, well I'm not calling you on how you're dealing...you should never deal to the left...WHAT? IT IS JUST A GAME. Sorry. I know I shouldn't get all worked up about it but it is just so frustrating to think about. So, like my friend C so wisely said, "Fuck him." Yeah, truth be told I am still angry at him. He was stupid, and I was stupid for not having the courage to tell him so. I haven't decided if I will invite him to play monopoly. I don't want it to be a mean game - I mean, it should get a little competative but not cruel...just all in good fun. I don't know if he is smart enough to tell the difference though. If you're out there reading this feel free to leave me your ideas for some "house rules" for my monopoly game...and even better - if you know me and are reading this, come out and play but remember, IT IS JUST A GAME... (oh yeah, and I kind of have been known to cheat at monopoly so you better keep an eye on me - and never let me be the banker!)