How did I miss that...

Since I was just clearing up "the lost months," something was bothering me...it would appear that I never wrote about something that happened in November. Now, since I am only writing about it now, I don't know why I didn't write about it before. There is an entire trip to Lethbridge that I didn't write about. One that I spent almost entirely with CT...in a hotel room, if you catch my drift (how could you not?) The only reason I bring it up now is since I am airing my dirty laundry, so to speak, it is relevent. It is relevent because it is one of those things in life that a person really regrets. I really regret doing that. I mean, CT and I had a friendship thing going. And then we have this weekend - which wasn't so great at all, sorry CT. I thought, at the time, that was what I wanted...but it really wasn't worth it in the end. 'Cause now things are awkward between us. I have totally been avoiding his calls, emails etc...mostly because I don't know how to spend time with him in person now, without him thinking that I'm going to jump him later. He keeps suggesting we get together again...but I'm just not interested any more. Anyway, as a good friend once told me "don't give it away for free Pinky!" I think I'll stick to that. Any suggestions on how to make contact without making contact? I still enjoy talking to him...